It's Distraction

Hi again ..

wait .. did i sound like.. this-is-not-my-blog,-just-drop-by-once-in-awhile ? well, sounds like one to me. ok2, the hell with it.

Actually i got a lot of things to write in this blog, i have so many ideas (quite), but to find the right time, energy, spirit, commitment?? that is the hard part. I dont have the momentum to start. Guess what, Im this kind of dude. You cant change it. But of course I can. And yea thats a LOL. so please ..

はい、そこまで。　Till now, Im still quite confused whether the path i choose here on is right or wrong (not really). Why I study abroad? To study? seriously? Frankly speaking I dont think so. The main and the best things are to have better pride, and money. Somehow it comes with the package.

Why did I say so? Well some people may try hard, learn hard to make it all through buat as for me, i dont take it seriously. If before, when I was in elementary school or high school, I'll try my best (quite) to reach to the top, the highest. I would compete, I will be better than anyone else, Im the finest, other people's junk even they are not. something like that. though Im not as good.

Now? no. Learn? just to be average or a lil below than average as long as I am qualified. Is that so? Let me think...hmm, or maybe ..

I've changed, I've became stupid (most simple n hurting word to me). Why do I think so?

The first theory is maybe because I'm lack of confident.

The second theory is maybe because I dont have to be good. Because Im not a Japanese, Im a foreign student who study in a country with different language. So, I dont have to be better.

The third theory is maybe because of the language. The most huge concrete wall of all.

The forth theory is maybe because I dont have the courage to study ( definitely this one).

The fifth theory is maybe because I depend too much on the past year's questions.

So, what do you think about it. Which theory am I practised? Ok. Maybe all of them. That's explain why I even think of them on the first place. huh. yes Im 'huh'ing.

oOowh. You know what, i have another theory or maybe another main topic of this discussion. It's DISTRACTION. Study was never my first priority. Bad huh? Everytime I think about study, other thing will first come out of my mind. Do you know what is it?

Yes, even when Im posting on this blog, it's always one of them. Forget about that for a second. I like money. I mean, I like something to do with the money and stuff. But I dont like to gain it in a hard way. So, I was having the hardest time on how to figure it out. I will mention some of it here.





It's by creating your own website. Well i haven't actually create one but I already have the idea on my mind. Of course it not gonna be easy, plus if you are a student because you might need a lot of time to spend on your computer. If you want to use your brain instead of your muscle, then this is the alternative option.

Some of you might ask, is creating your own website free? The answer is no. You need to invest some of your money in order to initiate your first step. You need money to invest to buy your domain. Domain is the 'www.yourdomain.com' stuff. Even that part is njot easy, you cant just choose anything, you might want your domain to suit your content. Even if you can think of one, doesnt it is available.. there is millions of domains out there.. some of them might happen to be one that you've thought of. There is also variety extensions when it comes to choosing your domain.. it can be .com, .org, .us, .net, .info, .tv and few others. Of course we want the .com one, I dont really know why, figure it out yourself. As far as I know, the price for each extensions is also different.

How can you earn money by creating a website? I asked the same question before, I've come to understand the whole concept now a little. It's by advertising ads on your website. That's the way. The most profitable and easiest way is that one.

But, that is still not enough. You must attract a lot of people to visit your website in order to make your investment worth your pay. You have to figure out what's the thing that you can write the most. Focus on that topic alone if you can. You must make the visitors believe that your content is the best. Of course it takes time. Patience is the key.

As for me, i decided to write post about technology and media stuff, specifically. So, i hope you guys will support me and enjoy the posts as much as you can.

And actually I have found another way to earn money on the internet. But I dont think you might want to know yet because I understand how hard to believe in online business because a lot of them is just scams.

I decided to invest my money on this (moderately). And when I'm stable, only then I'll share it with you all. So, stay tune.

XOXO

It's Determination

Like I always, I'm back blogging out of no where .. it's not really because i dont want to update.. but i keep on hesitating because everytime i want to make new post.. i always want to make it as fancy as possible... fancy?! ok ..

So now.. I think it's appropriate for me to write a post about .. current life issue .. hey dun get excited, it's not individual really, it's more like students' life n more like me!! ok.. still me ..
what do u expect, this is my blog.. haha

Recently I have to retake calculus exams because i failed it at earlier semester.. fuuuu, i was doomed. I got to admit that i'm slow or the simplest n heartbreaking word.. that is stupid ..hehe
I dun know hw people look at me but I always think that I'm not good enough n I always know that it's true. Actually I failed 2 subject earlier semester .. "senkeidaisuu" n this shit calculus o so-called "biseki" in japanese. I can hardly understand anything at all in that class.. o.0 ..rteally. I hate biseki. It kills me quite few times. but guess what, who cares..haha.

Ok. And after i returned to Japan after having Hari Raya in Malaysia, i had to take this intensive class. For biseki of course. I spent my time there from 8.45 a.m to 4.30p.m in that class for 4 days!! Who would have stand that?? Me!! There was quite few numbers Japanese student in that class with me, we r forced to squeeze our brain's juice to complete a book full of calculus question. There was basic, standard n harder questions. Like hell. Even the basic questions were not as simple as it looks. But I did try my best. I asked what i can ask. I tried what i could.
Frankly speaking, some questions was so evil that i thought only a sensei can solve. The theory manipulated questions. Like hell.

During that hard times. I always wish that it would over fast. I cant stand that pressure anymore. U know what, I complete that book on my own, I tried to solve some evil questions by finding the answer on the internet. I was lucky because there were some answers online. Like hell. I didn't really study, I focused on finishing that evil book.

This what really is, during that hell .. I thought about improving myself. I wanted to organize my study, my future, everything. I wasso fired up. I want to do everything, I just wish that class n that exam will be over fast! BUt u know, I always knew what will happen. .... Nothing.

I won't progressed, after a hell, i'll lose all of my good intentions. It's disappeared into thin openings, weaknesses. duh .. I knew that would happened. But i still holding on that hope, slightest chance for me to improve myself. Because I'm tired suffering at the end.

well how about you? Are you persistent enough to do what u want to do? Well i doubt i can..hmm
Any idea? BUt hope is a way dont u think. So, it's my first step by hoping. Let's hope. Gachang!

I like this song. Don't anyone dare to deny.. kekeke
(feel free to pause the song at the right side)

It`s Darkness

Somehow today I broke down. Now?? Well not that bright but better i think. What I`m really trying to say here is that. The feeling is so different when we are happy and when we are emo. It`s like we turned into another person. Does this happen to you too? Well, I do. This is the darkness thought i had.

I would like to grief without being asked why...

Why bother being bright when you are not?

Do I really have to smile?

This world is so heart-breaking.

Why being nice when they think it`s awkward?


Yes. That`s what I thought. I dun really know the reason. Maybe surrounding, some reactions. But that`s not the main point.

What I think is, the darkness is needed to digest all the emo, the bad feelings. We might suffer for some times, but of course that helps. It acts like a temporary black hole that absorbs almost anything.

Sometimes when we try to achieve something, we went emo....then someone came and tell us not to give up n to keep trying. Do you like that? Most of the time we do, but we are actually sick being told to do the right thing. Am I wrong? We just need time to give up for a while. For me, giving up is a part of process. If you are not agree I hate you. (still x in the mood).

That`s all for now.............this darkness shouldn`t end yet.

It's Sickness

This entry got nothing to do with me, im just posting this for fun, enjoy..



When suddenly you feel like dead

when suddenly you feel like not doing anything

When suddenly you feel like your heart is hollow

when suddenly you feel like its no life

when suddenly you feel like sleeping not on time,

when suddenly you feel like no one care

when suddenly you feel you are on your own,

when suddenly you feel like emo when you are not,

when suddenly you feel like pissing off,

A: when suddenly you feel like..


B: huh..stop it..

A: why?

B: just what the hell are you doing..?

expressing your feeling?

A: why...is it so wrong..?

B: yes.. who cares.. getta outta here..

You r losers..got no life..

dun get a life

dun ever try to do something u dun deserve..

alone....pathetic.

A: hmm..

B: get lost, dun speak..shut up..

stop..dun get cracked, u r no one to be pitied..

A: ....

B: hey..u r still here..

GOOOOO! disappear!..

please.. i beg..

get gone..

u make me sick..


A: so, that's what u think about me? So, you were pretending?

B: yes!

A: i knew it all..

B: stop guessing..go to hell..

A: well..uh-uhm..its ok..

B: ....

A: u dun have to tell me..

B: .............

A: i know the world hates me..

i won't cry

i' ll live

i dun need you to help me feel worse

i won't be fooled by a human like u

u r pathetic..

hating everyone for no reason..

anyway who are you to judge..

so, u have someone who loves you..?

are u sure u r the righteous?

are u sure u r not one of us..

or r u just afraid because u are one?

give me a break..

there's angel and god behind me..

even if i lose my all..

I still have them..

do you?

if u lose everything..

r u sure u still have something?

no..

u dun have to answer..

i dun wan to know..

this world is sick...

so do i, so do u..

we just need to think of our own sake

not others..

so devils, be gone........................

i like this video, it's a vocaloid, means it's not human who sang this..

feel free to pause the song on the right side when listening to this video.. ^ ^

It's The Key !!

This time i will make a tutorial on how to unlock your jailbroken iphone. I' ll make it as simple.

1. Open cydia on your iphone.

2. Go to manage section and tap 'Sources'

3. Tap 'edit' and then tap 'add'

4. Enter this source 'http://repo666.ultrasn0w.com' Take note that the '0' for sn0w is 'zero'.

5. Let it update database n anything. Then, tap done if u finish adding the source.

6. In cydia again, go to 'search' section and search for 'ultrasn0w', make sure the version of ultrasn0w is 0.93 if it's 0.92, download or update the source packages before installing.

7. T-Mobile USA users should disable 3G before using ultrasn0w.

8. Install and reboot your iphone.

Congrates! Your iphone is now unlocked ..

ULTRASN0W 0.93 supports baseband up to 05.13.04 for NOW..

Be free to watch the tutorial's video ( I trust this guy ) :

It's 'Get Out of The Jail'

So, have you guys jailbroken your iphone?? If you did, have you actually saved your SHSH blobs? I mean, have you backed up your firmware? What i'm gonna tell you is the complete way on how to maximize the use of your iphone. I dun think you will find this complete tutorial anywhere in the internet. So, be grateful.

In case your iphone is still clean and pure, be sure to backup your current firmware, in our case 3.1.3 to cydia before it's too late. Because when apple stops signing 3.1.3 firmware, you won't be able to backup your current firmware ever again. You will need the bakup to downgrade for future use. Downgrade might be useful when your iphone's firmware is accidentally updated to newer version for example. When that's happen u can't restore your current firmware, means u cannot jailbreak your iphone ever again. So, please. Listen. When I don't know when will apple stop signing it but from what i red, iphone 4 will be released on 24 June. ITS SOON. So then i think that's when apple stop signing 3.1.3 . I don't know if you still can do this if your iphone have already jailbroken so don't ask me. Please Google.

To bakup your current firmware, what you need to do is to download a file named AutoSHSH-3.1.3/3.1.2[RC2] . You can download the file from www.ih8sn0w.com . The link of the file is located on top of the page. I gave the clue, hope u guys won't have hard time finding it.

Download it. Before doing anything. Make sure your pc have java installed because this AutoSHSH grabber need java to work.

Then make sure your itune in your pc won't be automatically start or synchronize when your iphone is connected to it. Adjust the setting. Get it done yourself. I think this step needed so that the stupid itune won't get in the way.

After that, turn off your iphone. In case you don't know how to turn it off, just press the button on top of your iphone a few seconds n then slide to power off.

Open the file (the AutoSHSH ) u have downloaded. It will ask whether u have java installed or not. Just click yes if u do.

Here is the complicated part. haha. Not really but you might want to listen to this. So, your iphone is turned off, while connecting it to usb, make sure u press n hold on the home button, i mean the only noticable button on iphone. haha.

Stay there until you see the itunes cable iphone icon on your phone. It's when it enters the recovery mode. Which looks exactly like this.



Then on your pc click on the "Grab my SHSH blobs automatically" . It will upload the upload the backup on cydia. Also you can save it in your computer. Name it and save it anywhere save. You don't have to worry if the file is missing because it's on the web too.

Now you are finish for SHSH part. Disconnect your iphone from usb n wait the itune icon to disappear n then turn on your iphone.

SHSH DONE!!

Now if you want to Jailbreak your iphone...(sure you want) the steps is simpler.
Some of you might didn't know what's different between 'jealbreak' n 'unlock'. Simple, jealbreak is done so that you can conquer the iphone system, so you can modified inside it. Your iphone can be just like USB pendrive whick you can store anything in it. Cool right?! Not just that, u can also install cracked apps and change themes too. It's a lot of themes for springboards, dialer, calcultor, battery, lock screen, sounds out there. That's the benefit, so u dun get bored.

Which means you can't unlock your iphone if you don't jealbreak it first. What is 'unlock' then? Unlock is done so that you can use it in any country instead of just it's factory network carrier. Like softbank (Japan) .

The unlock haven't been released yet but soon it will. If Im not mistaken, on 26 June which is after iphone 4 is released, on 24 June I guess. Im gonna make the unlock tutorial afterward, so just wait.

Do this on your own risc, im x responsible for this. Once you jailbroken, you will void the warrant from apple, think.

So, to jailbreak go to www.spiritjb.com and download the jailbreaker. Click on windows if u r using window or else click mac if you are using mac.

Before u do anything, backup your iphone. This jailbreak has small bug in it. It will erased the files in the camera roll. So copy that manually on your pc.

Make sure the itunes on your pc won't be automatically started when device (iphone) is connected. So it won't get in the way.

Right click the file and go to properties. Go to compatibility mode and set it as run in compatibility mode of windows 98/Me.

Connect your iphone to pc via usb and then open the jailbreak (the file downloaded). Right click and run it as administrator. Then do what it says. This should be appear on screen. Dont disturb it. Make sure the battery does not run out before this process completed or it might crash the system.



Congratulations! You r done jealbreaking. But guess what, you r not done yet. For 3.1.3 iphone you still need to install one more files in cydia on your iphone to complete the jealbreaking.

After jealbreaking, cydia will be automatically installed in your iphone. Go to cydia, n let it download the packages n manage itself first, open it again and go to search section and type 'afc2add' . You need wi-fi to do this because if not you won't find the file.
Then install it. Again, get it done yourself. The iphone will reboot i think. Now, the jealbreaking is complete.

But yet, not as perfect. You might want to install cracked apps don't u. huhu. Well, to do it go to cydia n go to manage section. Tap edit and then add source. Type http://cydia.hackulo.us , when u r done there go to search section n seach for 'installous' . Install it. Now you can enjoy playing cracked apps on your iphone. You can download the cracked apps from http://apptrackr.org/ for free. It's itune button in the apps page, just don't click on it unless u want to buy the apps. Download it on the hosts given at the bottom of the page.

To install the apps, click on the apps file u downloaded, the extension of the file is .ipa . The game will be installed in itune. To transfer the file to your iphone just synchronize it using itune like u always do..kekekeke.

What about the themes? Well to do it go to cydia again n search for winterboard. Winterboard is an apps which will help you to manage your themes. Install it and your iphone will reboot. To download themes, just download it from cydia. But unfortunately from cydia you cant view the themes, so i recommend you to view the themes at http://www.iphoneruler.net/ . View your favourite themes there, find the names n search it in cydia. But not all themes is available in cydia but most do i guess.

When you have already installed the themes. Go to winterboard n select themes. Dun select multiple themes. Just select one. I dun know what happen if u manage to select more than one. Just wonder if doing that will break the iphone haha. Themes can be seperated into dial, battery, springboard, lock screen. There's also complete theme. You can choose the themes multiply if it's not complete theme. Test each first just in case.

After you have selected your theme, return to winterboard and tap 'respring' . And wait for it to get it done.

I think that's all for it. I've shared with you everything i know. Getting to know all this aren't easy. I have spent lot of time to get all this information. Please thank me...lol. I will make next post on how to unlock your iphone afterward. We still have to wait.

It's Him, My God, My All..

Sometimes when we hope for good things to happen, we are disappointed. We are mere human..everything have been decided by Him. Who's for me, my Everything. i'm hot-tempered but i guess everyone else didn't know that. I can't actually bare any small test from Him. Sometimes I ask myself why. I know the reason. Im just finding excuses for myself, to please my emotion. IM WEAK.

Sometimes I'm mad at Him. I know that's wrong. Because He is my God, my only God..who decided everything. Because I believe everything that happened come from Him. Knowing that, I blame Him sometime. I believe HIm with all my heart. That will never change forever. Unless He change me. I always pray that I won't. Cause I love Him.

But I guess it's natural for someone like me, to blame everything instead of myself. Sometimes I can be strong though I cry in my heart like I do right now. I just hope the best from Him. When it want, I feel like crying. Forgive me my God. I wish I were stronger. Im doing my best, help me. Help me to be a good-believer. I dont want to go astray , away from safe track.

I know everything that happened today were tests from you. It's hard. Crying to you sooth me down. Though some people think that crying is lame...I dun care. I ll do on my own way. Cause I believe you my God, that I' ll get rewards from every tests i've gone through.



There is time when I failed.
My God,
U created me..
U r my only one God since ever,
And I won't blame you what kind of human i'm know..
It's big..
There's time when i'm disappointed in you..
But still I tried to grip my faith I have in you..
U are the truth..

Those eyes, those glares, those voices of evil scares me. Why? Why it has to be me? Why they keep doing that even i tried so hard. It's not easy. What else suppose I do?

Why those people can hate me that easy. I didn't do anything that could hurt them. Are they insane? Are they just evil? YYYYY??

I keep asking through my whole life. Since I was born, I always think about others. I always take care of their feeling that i look like a weirdo. I want to be humble. I don't want to be hated, I want to be part of them..like everyone else. But the fact, I failed..cause I scared, cause i respect them.

I've gone through a rough life..my soul bruised do much. Suddenly when my life have changed..I found my friend..God helped me. I didn't forget that this is His gifts to me.

I didn't forget..
When I saw someone like me,
I pity Him so much,
I pray that good changes happen in his/her life..
I pity him,
For being like me,
It must be so hard ..to be like me..
It must be so hard living in different world..
It must be hard to be isolated from real world..

Good things, even bad one is God doing. I know. God tests me though I'm always grateful to him.
Even I never forget him.

I cant fall sick easily. Because Im always grateful to Him that I'm healthy. I always remember how painful it is to be sick. Thank you God.

But i'm sick INSIDE. Those voices, y i keep hearing them. Y do i always know when people saying bad things bout me..always. N y do i always understand those voices. It's x advantages..that's sickness.

I used to be happy when I'm suffered. Cause I think someone like me deserves that. Because bad things keep coming after good thing. So i thought, y dun it all be bad. But now I change, I want to be happy. Considering too much is wrong. I have to think for myself.

I have to be happy. I dun care. When Im happy, everyone will be pleased n happy too. I like to live free as I am. N i dun care. It's just that sometime I fail, but i will get up hard though i fell many times.



God,
forgive me because I cry..

It's an Obsession

It's like forever since i wrote on this blog...that's because i think that it's not really necessary. This blog is more like a 'sad diary' to me and not like other's life journal. That's why. But then i think i need to write at least something to fill this emptiness. Surely i can write boring stuff but im x actually into that..my specialize is talking about my feelings, loneliness, emptiness, sorrow, all that nonsense and all. I thought of writing about my late mother but im not in that mood yet. I'll do when I feel like missing her. SooooOo, what?



Ok, since i got here...I have few obsessions. Now i'll talk about MY obsession. One piece. That's the thing. Well..I din know myself but i think i need to have an obsession.Wait, everyone do. Some of my friends really like games, so they bought ps3, psp, xbox, nds or whatever that nonsense. I thought i like game consoles too. Bu then i realised that i don't. I like to play games sometimes but getting into that kind of obsession kills me. I cant. I played games a lot when I was a boy..yea boy..n i was having somekind of trauma playing games, to win all games, the frustrations, i can't bear that all. So i stop. But im happy if i have psp or ps3 anyway but im quite sure that i will just keep them. Even now i downloaded a lot of games in my iphone but dont really play it all.












So, i know I just like to have stuff. Keeping a ps3 is quite a waste so i craze for this one thing. Uhmm..no, not one it's going to be lots of it. FIGURA. hahaha..I preordered all one piece strong world version figura, and each of them cost a bomb. I mean, for me. Unless if RM200++ to you sounds cheap. lol, I know it's crazy but really..I like to keep expensive things. If I have enough money..perfumes, watches, figura's, game consoles will be my absolute collection. Haha. Even last night i ordered Calvin Klein watch, mahal tuh...huhu retail price is about Rm1000++ but i bought it cheaper because it's sale, and it cost me rm600++. I think it's worth it.












Well then, how about perfumes?? I've checked through internet and make some research on which perfumes suite best on men. Or should I say women like to smell it on men? Should be so.
And also perfumes that men think good on him. There's a few type of perfumes. That I think the wearer should know. Most guy wear cologne. Yes.

Here I simply include perfumes type (dun get confused) ha3 :

• Parfum
• Eau De Parfum
• Eau de Toilette
• Eau de Cologne

Parfum contains the most perfume oil, it's the most expensive and rarely sold. And if any human wears that it should be like the Queen i guess haha. Eau de parfum is common among women and the scents is quite strong, dont bother wear eau de parfum if you are so-called a guy.lol. Men usually wear Eau de Toilette or Eau de Cologne. They are about the same level but of course toilette is stronger but still mild. And i choose Eau de toilette.

Here is the list of perfumes i like to have :

• Unforgivable by Sean John
• Polo black by Ralph Laurens
• Cool Water Davidoff
• Jean Paul Gaultier
• Issey Miyake
• 212
  

There are few others like CK Eternity, Big Boss, and so on. My seniors happened to wear Bvlgari Aqva. It might be nice too. For me, i wear Issey Miyake, it have light woody scents n citrus. Girls like this smell, well not to me but it seems drive them crazy. From what i red. The best part I like about Issey Miyake is because it lasts all day. nice huh. But of course it's quite expensive. kekeke. And I think my next collection is unforgivable by Sean John but last time i smell it, it have strong woody scents. Dun really like that actually.




And a few tips from me, if u want to wear perfumes, spray it on your skin and not on your clothes. The perfumes will react with ur body chemicals n give out your own personal smell. Thats all i think for now.

My advice? Find your obsession, and you won't be lonely.

IT'S A GRATITUDE & A FAREWELL

Yesterday was the very last day at aaj...the very last of it...it will never be the same again..i used to spend my nights there for 2 years..the hardship i cant forget n' trial..all of it..i treasure each of them as if they are a part of me..

I left my room at about 9 pm..before i lock the door..as i step out..i looked at it for one last time..i expect to cry..but i am too unhuman to do that..i just let my eyes moist...n absorb it back..helpless...it runs through nose..everyone knows that..but that never counts..

I thanked it..i talked to it as if it's alive...living as part of the memories..B434..had gave me a good life..adventure..a life-time worth to remember..but that's x the last part..

B434 always has a living soul in it..so special..thought to be a young girl..named Anis Bira..no..it is x a ghost neither a real spirit..it is our memory...it will never fade..it will live..there, forever. I trusted her to protecte what there is..so the memories x fade..x to be forgotten..




I have a lot to tell..but it just cant get out..i dun know how to express it all in one go...now that my friends and I are going to Japan..We cant be together anymore...our usual life have changed and i hate changes...because it might turn well...and it might x turn well..too uncertain that i scared the hell out of me...because every single bad thing i predict will come true...it's hardly wrong..

But this isn't about that at all..it's x actually what i feel..it's how it will turn out...all of ma friends have to go to separate place to study..not everyone is so lucky to have their companion..but neway some do...

What am i writing may be sound sad..but i cant get the feeling yet...something wrong with me...then i thought maybe because i dun yet feel like im losing them...That's y i can still sit back and relax..

But one real thing that i want to say is...they are the best friend i had in my entire life...they really care about me...no matter who i am...how i am...they accepted me for what i am...they criticize me..hit me as a friend..i never accept that as a good thing before...they ALLOW me to be myself..they always give me chance to do i what i want to do..in my own personal way..i dun have to hide myself..i can Xpose myself 100% if i want...that is wrong and odd but im pretty sure it's x a big deal to them bcoz they know me...better than i am...better than i want them to know me..

They really care...they are truly a friend...i am so grateful to have them...i dun know if i can get a friend as good as them in the future...we laugh, we cried, we rocked together...i hope that will never change...even if we meet again one day...even if we're separated far from each other..bcoz..we still have shikansen..we still have flight to ride on..lol..(that is joke in a sad way)..

I will never forget u guys...even if i do..my heart won't..

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Let's stay together itsumo guys..

It's A Mug Of Coffee

This is my first time blogging n i won't say " i dn know what to write" coz that is definitely boring but no offense i've thought of writing that..haha..so..mm..im like have a lot of time by now..bcoz fyi i've just finished my examination n i was so glad that i passed that exam n know waiting to take off from Malaysia on 21 Mac 2010..(AAJ gakusei msti mnyampah ni ak tlis camni..haha) wodeva..haha..it's not like they r my only viewer..so..uhm..i suppose to do my preparation right now..ya know..the luggage..
i dun know what to pack..even my friends gave the same answer.."x tau nk bli apa"tte..agak mnyampah la..tp xpe..agak je..lol..

Not just the luggage worry me...there s lot other than that..one of those is i have to learn how to cook..n i think my grandma will be one of my victim..its a shame that
i never cook..n never know how na cook..haha..then..a few other things..like what to shop in japan (thats kind excite..lol) actually i want to buy netbook in Malaysia...because to my opinian it is cheaper here than Japan even i dun really know the truth..i just want to have it fast..whoa!! cant wait yo have Toshiba NB305..I want netbook bcoz i want to carry it around easily as i have to ride BICYCLE to university..ahahahak..ah-huh forgot to tell, mine is Yamanashi University..この大学どうかなあ私思ってるけど。。
Then in Japan i want to buy desktop which will become my saikou gadget..huaa..cant wait..

oh No~ that gets boring..no! please dont...i would to explain why this blog named THE STAGES WE ROLE..

STAGES - Means places or more like our most important allocation, worlds, life we live..

where we..

ROLE - what we've been doing, what we r up to..our life role that we play, activity..like an actor..that each of us hold..in everyone's unic way..respectively..

N that's that..that's just pop out of ma head..haha..

That's all foe know..thanx for reviewing..
You know you love me..
xoxo
Gossip Guy..